The title sums it up. I am exhausted, mentally and physically. Of course, I shouldn't be complaining because I am sure many people are going through the same thing at the moment. But hey! I deserve to be a little selfish once in a while. So, I will complain. I am going insane with all this portfolio preparations, my grades have been slipping horridly, I am so nervous with all this university stuff… I honestly do not know what will happen if I am not accepted into anything. I know it sounds ignorant, because of course there's always taking another year of high school, or working or whatever, but I honestly do not want to. I want to